Some of my girlie clothing and sexy lingerie is just too damn pretty not to be seen!
I’m sure I’m not the only cross-dressing sissy who gets all dolled up in the privacy of his own home and thinks: ‘What a waste that there’s no one here to see how cute I look right now!’ I’m spending more and more time on my transformations now – doing full hair, nails and make-up almost every time – and I always wish a big strong man was there to appreciate the effort I’d made, as well as fantasising about my ex-wife seeing me fully feminised and playing with anal toys. But apart from online sissy exposure, the only time my feminine outfits ever get seen is when I drive out to toilet blocks to suck off strangers! But that takes a hell of a lot of nerve, so I only pluck up the courage every once in a while.
So, I’m mostly still pretty much stuck in the closet, although I have thought about coming out as a transvestite to my 19-year-old daughter (who stays at my place quite regularly). I’m not sure she needs to know that I often borrow her knickers (including her dirty ones) or that I’ve nicked a few of her dresses (including the purple prom dress in these pics), but I have a feeling she’d be okay with the general idea of me dressing up. And I wouldn’t be surprised if she’d be willing to help me with my nails and make-up, or even to go out clothes shopping with me. She’s a really great girl, and I almost told her the other night, but finding the words came really hard! I just couldn’t quite manage to blurt it out.
I think one thing that probably held me back was the chance that she’d be unable to keep the secret and would tell her mum. And while a part of me would love my ex-wife and her hunky new man to know I’m a cross-dressing sissy slut, another part of me is terrified about the prospect of opening up the closet door and never being able to shut it again. But I guess that’s always the risk with coming out – once you’ve done it, there’s really no way of going back. But I know I cannot keep these sexy outfits hidden from the real world forever. And more and more, with each passing day, I have the desperate urge to be shown off as a girl.